My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume beat right after "thunder" noise
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer If you wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew That's my little man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein to Remember we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for people us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, then saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it I hope your EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And what's this shit about us meant to be That type of make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!