My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume with beat right after "thunder"
Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to you're saying in your songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever your ass It's six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you BREATHE without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists I say shit just clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need counseling to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other I think you and your girlfriend need each other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!