My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did with I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the blistering for you, four and you just said, "No." pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit when I'm depressed I even got a of your name across the chest Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She know what it was like for people like us growin up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? That's kinda how this is, you rescued me from drowning Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And what's shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each I really think you and your need each other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doin just fine if you a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!