My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I ain't mad - I think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's cause I talk about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend each other or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!