My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows over raindrop 2nd full volume with right after "thunder" noise
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call name her Bonnie I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan is Stan
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, he's six years old We waited in the cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you you would back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father he used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs so when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last I ever send your ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the addresses on 'em So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found That's kinda how is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling to your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!