Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)