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I'm going through
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, motherfuckin' right
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)