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I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)