Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)