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I'm through changes
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

drug dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)