My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could it'll all be Put picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy I jot 'em But anyways, it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, guess I'm a call her? I'm a name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, Just to chat, yours, your biggest fan is Stan
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you still ain't or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I think it's fucked up you don't answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert You didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We waited in the cold for you, For four and you just said, "No." That's pretty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't bein' lied to Remember we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See I'm like you in a way I never my father neither He to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can to what you're saying in your songs So when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be too
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear "I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans" This be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I deserve it? I you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of You me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who a saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found That's kinda how is, you could a rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a downers now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped all of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscience eats at you and you breathe without me See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk But I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your that And here's an autograph for brother I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling To help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? type of shit will make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each Or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time Before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin' just fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple ago that made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was, it was you Damn!