Woke up in the cell, am I at? Yeah, it's cold, but I like am I, trapped? Heart's beating out of my Door's locked, but the keys are in my Hm, yeah, that's weird, it doesn't make sense, it? I songs, I don't make friends, judge me smile, but it ain't that funny Sing along to the pain, they it Life's a merry-go-round And I'm still tryna it out I space, I don't fit in the crowds My whole life I've airin' it out Oh, I'm gettin' into now Feels wrong, but it right My feelings seal tight real But I will fight to win But I'm not Tyson, I won't bite ya' But I will you if I don't like you I am not the I got my own shoes, I tryna fit in yours I been married, but I've felt divorced *Hi, I'm Nate, we met before?* Somebody told you I was wack? Check the Somebody told you I was back? Yes, of You got a problem with the fans? There's the You for the old me? Check the morgue, agh! Not a fortune-teller, but I can see into the future no tellin' what'll happen when I pick up the microphone, get the fans together Same style, but the are better a year and a half, feels like it's gone forever Ain't no drink in my hand, but you know the is comin' Big steps in the game, yeah, the is running My thoughts are funny, it feels I'm onto something, yeah
I'm high off the music, my in the clouds I kinda like it up here, I am not comin' I'd rather be alone, I am not good in Which is kinda confusin', I've no been that way a child They laughin', they me I'll never get out I'm just tryna be me, I am else I care what you think, I'm just bein' myself So I for now
I'll just be the just be the outcast I'll just be the I I'll be the outcast
Yeah, I I don't fit the mold of rap 'Cause I'm respectin' "I heard record, I was laughin at it" Maybe they would like me if I got a little graphic with it Nah, I don't wanna blend in you little rappin' idiots, I'd rather be the I ain't puttin' out trash I take a and staple it right to my tongue I always put the where my mouth's at, ah! good to be here now I'm a person with a weird crowd What, you don't like That's cool, that's great, fine, okay, you can leave now Got a weird smile, but I like it I paint it on me and I'm to the microphone And put the tape around me like I did in Intro I, yeah! Yeah, they got me now! Yeah, you know I'm 'bout to go mad wanted something so bad Goosebumps through the whole Ain't no way I'm gonna back Got me thinkin' I'm cookin' in a meth lab I don't it up in front of my own eyes You a little lost, you ain't get that? Comin' a town where nobody hears a rap like this I never get the memo, must've that Wow! Here I go in my feelings again, I can feel it So I lay in my bed, in my cell the pen And I dwell on my sins, I keep wonderin' Time to open the the doors, they know who I am But I pick up the keys and I put on my And I at the locks and the tat on my skin And I think to myself, "I don't fit in"
I'm off the music, my head's in the clouds I kinda it up here, I am not comin' down I'd be alone, I am not good in crowds Which is kinda confusin', I've no that way since a child They laughin', tell me I'll never get out I'm tryna be me, I am nobody else I don't care what you think, I'm just myself So I for now
Yeah, I'll just be the I'll just be the I'll just be the I guess be the outcast
Yeah, focus Take a knife to my head I cut it open Take my brain, put it on the floor tryna out my motives Y'all thought I was an issue when the door was Nah, you should see me when the door Every night I can hear Put a camera in my face, might turn like I'm Mike Posner Always been a complex to process Some of y'all sit around and try to pick apart my bars Here's some you could dissect: If die, I'ma die givin' everything that I have a deep breath, I don't need y'all's respect I'm a reject kid at recess playin' games his make-believe friends Yeah, I ever take a night off Lights off in the and I write songs I might fall my thoughts once in a while when the mic's off You ain't ever seen no drive mine, better hop outta my car I'm to unlock my doors You ain't got a seat on, better find one Gettin' sick of people me to smile more T.S. was a chapter I'll forget, it was therapy for me But it's to turn the page now Hey, up! I'm tryna tell 'em my story! I'm sorry, I wasn't at y'all, I was talkin' to the voices I rip out the drums of the industry's For tryin' to ignore me and playin' while singin' chorus
I'll just be the I'll just be the I'll be the outcast I I'll be the outcast
I'll be the outcast I'll be the outcast I'll be the outcast I guess be the outcast