I've never tears like these before And though they are the saddest I have Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this as I have been 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had given up on myself, and thought it late Too late for any soul to a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath what ne'er a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so that can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who never had more But I wrote about and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my affections replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I my life to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in this fashion for all I care he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about night When torment after torment wracked my To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I dared to call it For this love was the only I had And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I was alone And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why pain When of my will I opened up the And swept the space where I swore hed And something within me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There was no question when it came This shooting star, both and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my will his own with each For once and only once I did not Where I should feel and for that I was But it was one thing to enact the And something to say the word aloud For once I had, I a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the world match The sense of passing with my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no star was seen to Unless it bore some of my light Or strains of music in the beams Until my was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know full well I am meant to do But late at night I recall my muse I cry for us as he ever knew I had waited years to hear my name Once spoken as it should have been Id wait there still but someone real And the heart no man could hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new in a way I've never been And healing wounds I thought would mend The truth that my reality The soul I dreamed but never Id meet And now I don't back except in dreams Yet when I do the is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from girl to me how much Ive grown Ive tasted tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known