I've never tasted tears like these And though they are the saddest I known Their cause is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A truly unexpected twist of For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to cast a His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring could do An angel now is and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That ends so that this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I on what I'd lose If my affections were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in fashion for all time I didn't care he care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to about each night When torment after torment my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I to call it love For this love was the only I had And I could keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And being thus in love, though a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To another in that holy place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I opened up the And swept the where I swore hed remain And something dies within me as I As something new is born in every Past years of memories I long to A future that I long for and fear really was no question when it came This shooting star, fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to make my But made my his own with each caress For once and only once I did not Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For once I had, I a shadow fade Which me had hung for all these years And no true loss in all the could match The sense of someone passing my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in this of my design So much of me my muse had become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or carried strains of music in the my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I full well what I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited years to my name Once spoken as it have always been Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought would mend The that shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but thought Id meet And now I don't look back in dreams Yet when I do the is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted like these before And yes, are the saddest I have known