Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you place the on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never thinking about who I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the fuck my dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas ever moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children will me know that I'm alright I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just know I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life