If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, You'd think I'm try'na at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out would you?
Rather lose than to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, woman you cold. Every problem that you had with another man I gotta face. off on thin ice, I'm here but I can't skate. Slow sink, breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to your friend, get another man for a then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, i could shed all these tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I dont how to move on, i went wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont have a with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She see in me, what i see in her. This pain she can't be reversed. I even stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt before so you sore and don't you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just me that I ever meant anything, Or you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat of a first impression. What I do is I channel my aggression no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a you... Cars, nothing I drive can you out of this frame of mind. such a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you shine anyways. And everyday that goes by is a more lines in her diary. The day before is than the present, so anyone in her presence endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont know how to on, I went wrong, Wish I live with no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......