(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s down unresponsive possible dose substance pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a harder prescription drug Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really to scare me. shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I wont say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind that little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of wine asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in inducing a snooze. else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)